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- 15 Feb 18

You, I mean – bit late for me to ask that now.

After we’d had our third baby, I had been pregnant for 27months out of 58months (aka, pretty much half of the time). I’d been either pregnant, breastfeeding – or both – for 5 years solid.

We started to think seriously about our dream of a large, closely spaced family.

loved watching the three siblings together. I loved the idea of a family with four children close together but, well, we were exhausted. Could we do it?!

I spent a lot of time googling, ‘four children?’ and ‘how to manage a large family’ (and in darker times, ‘mother’s help immediate start three children’ but that’s for another post).

In the world of blogging and the internet, four children in six years is no big deal! There are some pretty serious big family mums out there.
 But in my world, in London or Cambridge, and – as it seems so far – on Vancouver Island; four children – especially four children so close in age – is not quite as run of the mill. I didn’t have many opportunities to watch from the sidelines and see just how busy it could get.

It is impossible to get 4 children to all look at a camera simultaneously

So – if you find yourself, like me, with three children and wondering… can we do it? Should we have a fourth? Read on!

1. You are already tired

I include this as the top consideration because it was my top consideration. Exhaustion levels are high in our household, and they already were when we had three children.

I wondered whether I had the energy to keep going and be pregnant with our fourth, and then to keep going with a newborn.

The truth is – unless you are guaranteed particularly difficult pregnancies (and my third pregnancy was a pretty long struggle of daily vomiting for 9 months), then being pregnant is rough but not impossible. You already know how to manage small children whilst being pregnant, and this is just the same.

I am really tired now, but probably not more tired – or at least not much more tired – than I was with three children.

2. You already know how to split resources and never quite meet everyone’s needs at once 

I found that the transition from 1 to 2 children was quite a leap. Actually, so was the transition from 0 to 1 children.

But the transition from 2 to 3, or from 3 to 4 children – not such a big deal.

You know by now that it is impossible to give everyone your undivided attention, or to meet everyone’s needs, all of the time. So the juggling act continues and you are divided four ways, instead of three.

3. You have seen how incredible siblings are

It’s true – my favourite thing about a big family is watching the siblings together. They love each other so much and adding a fourth to the mix is amazing. There are even more dynamics and pairings and no one seems left out. Even though our youngest is only 18months he is already part of the gang.

4. You have seen how competitive siblings are

Not sure I need to say much more on this; it was pretty intense during the first weeks of our fourth arriving. There was a lot of competitive holding-of-the-baby.

5. You are really tired

You really are tired, and you really will continue to be tired with a fourth baby. You have reset the countdown to that child-free holiday.

6. You already need a very big car

People were very interested in the car situation with four children. Not that I want to reinforce any stereotypes, but men were VERY interested in the car situation. People said things like ‘I’d have had four, but then you have to hire a different type of car when you’re abroad’.

I hate to break it to you, but the car really isn’t such a big deal.
 If you have three children close in age you’ll know it’s pretty impossible to get all three in car seats in a regular car anyway: especially the case if you need three in car seats plus a buggy and all the assorted equipment.

So, we had a big car for three children, and that big car was big enough for four children.

I cannot even begin to imagine the fights our children would have in such close quarters

7. You are googling it so you are pretty keen

Eventually I realised I had googled ‘should we have four children’ so many times that clearly we wanted to have four children.

I just wanted someone online to tell me it would be fine, and no busier than having three children. Maybe it was even easier!

On the other side of the decision, I can confirm it isn’t easier (yet…although maybe when they are older, then four is easier than three by proxy of not having one person left out?) but it really isn’t significantly harder, either.

In fact there are plenty of studies out there suggesting that maybe you are more relaxed with four or more children (I think this study may have confused ‘beaten into resignation’ with ‘relaxed’ but still, it’s a hopeful idea.)

8. Think seriously about your support networks

We picked a slightly strange time to move abroad to a location with a limited network of friends and family for help – especially following a period where our family was in need of a lot of support. It is working out, but I suspect having a fourth would be more of a seamless transition if you didn’t also try and combine it with an international house move.

I was fortunate enough to have a fairly straightforward pregnancy and delivery. Adding a fourth to the mix has been the loveliest experience in our house – the children are such a team and despite my daily grumbles about exhaustion and feral children, I know I am extremely lucky to be surrounded by such a lovely and chaotic family. Bliss.

Now, if someone could point me to the article that can answer the frequently-googled “should we have a fifth child”

tMatM x

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I am a Mum of 4, aged 7, 5, 3 and 1; freelance writer, blogging regularly on expat life as a large family, lifestyle and parenting. Originally from London (the Mum) but recently relocated to Vancouver Island (and the Mom), you can read more on Instagram @themumandthemom or my blog at

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